Anxiety

It’s been a long time since we last spoke I was doing wonderful, I could escape almost all of my demons and ghosts For a while at least, because now we meet again It’s been months, after painful years that killed me All those knives and swords that did wound me Oh God, can’t you … Continue reading Anxiety

Find A Way

She says she is not insecure, but yet you don’t see her a day without make-up She says she doesn’t need somebody to love, but loneliness hits her as soon as she wakes up She tells everyone how happy she is and she even starts to believe it herself She has got everything she needs, … Continue reading Find A Way

Patience

Little stars, great universe, please send me the courage to be brave I promise I’m going to make it worthwhile, I promise to keep faith I can’t do it by myself right now, I feel my confidence is running away I need a little hand, not asking for much, I just want to be ready … Continue reading Patience

Rather With You

I’d rather drown in the tears you brought to my eyes I’d rather sink in your deep blue eyes I swear that I’d rather stay in the past, if that’s okay If the future was not reserved for us, for our love I know I should be moving on But I still sing about you … Continue reading Rather With You

Creating Perfection

Always striving, looking for perfection In colours, in objects, in patterns, in actions Always searching for the perfect thoughts For a flawless mind and a beautiful heart Always mixing until everything’s matching Style is important, take care of your settings No bright colours allowed here in this room No piece of clothing that doesn’t suit … Continue reading Creating Perfection

love’s a flower

she kept watering the flower, although she knew the drought had stolen its mortal life but she couldn’t help herself but reminiscing the smell, the touch and the colour of this beautiful piece of nature she poured another cup of clear spring water in the vase made of glass still believing in an arising of … Continue reading love’s a flower

The Perfect World

I’m trying to learn to find a balance Between giving and receiving, being grounded and believing Between ignorance and knowledge, wearing blinkers and seeing   I try to find a way to feel, but not to hurt too much Because sometimes, the world is on my shoulders I move with a heavy heart I see … Continue reading The Perfect World

Why I Write

People ask me a lot about the reasons why I write. For me writing is a kind of detoxification. Puryfying my soul from toxic thoughts, haunting memories and a lingering stream of conscious and unconscious ideas, concepts or fantasies. I write to clear my mind, to find a safe harbour in a dazzling thunderstorm while … Continue reading Why I Write