Dear body, I’m so sorry it took me so long to feel all the weight you have been carrying. The load is so heavy and the blisters started to show. The bruises are screaming and my veins are burning. My skin became so flawed and my eyes so sore. I’m sorry that I was pushing … Continue reading Dear body, I’m sorry
Whenever you feel lost, read this Look at you, made out of stardust, creating magic in a casual world. Your eyes are sparkling, the curiosity they hold make them even shine brighter. Those eyes have seen more beauty than they can remember. They’re the entrance to your soul, to which many beautiful hearts have had … Continue reading Whenever you feel lost, read this
A messy mind in a busy world Whenever I get busy, the world around me seem to move in acceleration and I feel like I can’t keep up anymore. I get overwhelmed easily and I feel the stresshormones spreading through my body as soon as I wake up. My vision gets a bit blurry and … Continue reading 5 Small Things That Keep Me Grounded (In A Busy World)
I didn’t realise how far gone I was, how I lost myself, until I found little pieces of myself back again in places I hadn’t been for a long time. I found parts in the mirror on my wardrobe, in lyrics of the songs that I once wrote, in the laughter of my family and … Continue reading L.o.s.t.m.y.s.e.l.f.
now i know. i needed this loneliness, i needed this pain and all the heartbreaks. i was meant to suffer in the dark, all by myself, isolated and detached. the anxiety, the panic, the depression, the sadness, the emptiness was all needed for me to grow. it forced me to fight, to find the light, … Continue reading light.
There is no magical land I used to romanticize this place in my head, for years. Ever since I was 12 years old I was dying to move to this amazing pastel-colored city that never sleeps. But although the skylines are brighter, the people are more authentic, the food tastes nicer and the culture is … Continue reading Things I’ve Learned While Living Abroad
life’s getting better. the sun started to shine again. the mornings are lighter & the nights a little less heavy. the nightmares are gone. my mind is clearer now. my hands stopped shaking & my stomach doesn’t hurt anymore. my eyes aren’t burning anymore. my breath reminds me of being alive. i feel grateful. for … Continue reading life’s getting better.
I’m really sorry for being so open, so honest and true I noticed people find it odd, when you’re so ‘you’They rather cage you and keep their hand against your lips So you can’t talk about the burden, the bleeding of your chest I don’t have secrets and I don’t wish to have some I’m … Continue reading Humanness
She wanted it so bad Not needing anyone She prayed so hard She could be perfectly happy by herself But the more she tried to be content with her own company The more lonely she felt And she could admit that all along it was love that she needed But she didn’t want that to … Continue reading The Gap Where My Heart Used To Be
Always striving, looking for perfection In colours, in objects, in patterns, in actions Always searching for the perfect thoughts For a flawless mind and a beautiful heart Always mixing until everything’s matching Style is important, take care of your settings No bright colours allowed here in this room No piece of clothing that doesn’t suit … Continue reading Creating Perfection