Analysis paralysis

Analysis paralysis  May 13th 2020 I keep myself from writing way more often than I should allow myself to. I promised my younger self to write a manuscript someday when I am all grown up, according to adults’ standards, and have endured a love life that would be worth writing about. But each time I … Continue reading Analysis paralysis

Too. Much.

I know I can be too much I love too much, I think too much, I want too much It’s just that I don’t know how to feel less Because feeling too much is all I’ve ever known It’s in my blood, my nerves, my bones, my brains, my soul It’s my oxygen, my fuel, … Continue reading Too. Much.

Rather With You

I’d rather drown in the tears you brought to my eyes I’d rather sink in your deep blue eyes I swear that I’d rather stay in the past, if that’s okay If the future was not reserved for us, for our love I know I should be moving on But I still sing about you … Continue reading Rather With You

Losing Time

Perhaps the reason I am mentally and physically exhausted is because I’m afraid of wasting and losing time. There are so so so many things I want to do, too many ideas in my mind I want to work on, a lot of emotions I want to express and so many different goals I want … Continue reading Losing Time

A Note To Myself

Lately I’ve been wondering, I’ve been figuring out. How to live, how to breathe, how to tame this fire inside of me. I’ve been everywhere, yet nowhere, I’ve been happy and I’ve been sad. I’ve been searching for answers and I found some of them in my own head. They say practice makes perfect, but … Continue reading A Note To Myself

Mental Update

I took my pills, somewhat earlier this evening than I was meant to. I don’t want you to see me like this. I want you to keep that image of me, you had before you started to know me too well. It scares you away, I know. It scares me away too. People talk to … Continue reading Mental Update