Believe

You know what saddens me the most? People who don’t believe. By this I don’t refer to having a religion as Christianity or Islam, or any other beliefs. By believing I refer to having faith and believing in fate. Trusting your own intuition and trusting the universe. Knowing that in the end, everything happened for … Continue reading Believe

Symptoms of Life

From now on I’m not gonna label myself anymore. I’m done with being ‘sick’. I’ve been to doctors, to psychologists and to psychiatrists and they all told me the same story in a different context. I’ve been labelled with anxiety, a panic disorder, depression, dysthymia and cyclothymia (bipolar). Maybe tomorrow they diagnose again with a … Continue reading Symptoms of Life

A Note To Myself

Lately I’ve been wondering, I’ve been figuring out. How to live, how to breathe, how to tame this fire inside of me. I’ve been everywhere, yet nowhere, I’ve been happy and I’ve been sad. I’ve been searching for answers and I found some of them in my own head. They say practice makes perfect, but … Continue reading A Note To Myself

Remembering Memories

Yesterday I couldn’t sleep. I laid in bed with my eyes closed and my body covered with blankets. I wasn’t really tired, but I wasn’t wide awake either. I was restless instead. Tossing and turning, praying for sleep to come and get me. But he didn’t. Instead he let me drown, into a dark, deep … Continue reading Remembering Memories

April 30th ‘18

It feels odd, being back home again. The contrast between London and the place I grew up in is huge. Life is so safe here, so simple, so quiet. It might sound strange, but I miss the busy streets, the strangers, the feeling of being anonymous. I’m not saying that I like to feel lonely, … Continue reading April 30th ‘18