Analysis paralysis

Analysis paralysis  May 13th 2020 I keep myself from writing way more often than I should allow myself to. I promised my younger self to write a manuscript someday when I am all grown up, according to adults’ standards, and have endured a love life that would be worth writing about. But each time I … Continue reading Analysis paralysis

These Days

Freedom is amazing, liberating and all I want But freedom is limiting, in a sense, causes me a heavy heart Although, ‘limiting’ might not be the right word Perhaps, freedom is just ‘scary’, in a way I’m full of responsibility and surrounded by so many possibilities I can’t blame no one else, I can’t blame … Continue reading These Days

Not Soon Enough

I have trouble with being patient, I have trouble with waiting And it’s the one thing about myself I’d like to change I wish to be not so impatient, to go along with whatever comes my way Maybe it’s just the fear that it’ll never arrive Once I’d let go of the desire, of the … Continue reading Not Soon Enough

Rather With You

I’d rather drown in the tears you brought to my eyes I’d rather sink in your deep blue eyes I swear that I’d rather stay in the past, if that’s okay If the future was not reserved for us, for our love I know I should be moving on But I still sing about you … Continue reading Rather With You

Creating Perfection

Always striving, looking for perfection In colours, in objects, in patterns, in actions Always searching for the perfect thoughts For a flawless mind and a beautiful heart Always mixing until everything’s matching Style is important, take care of your settings No bright colours allowed here in this room No piece of clothing that doesn’t suit … Continue reading Creating Perfection

Me & My Art

I wish people stopped comparing artworks. Art is not, in any way, made to be compared. There is no competition, there is no good or bad (to some extent of course). But comparing art would be like comparing feelings. ‘Oh, I feel sadder than you’ or ‘I bet you can’t carry more guilt than I … Continue reading Me & My Art

16.10.2018

It’s funny how my body can’t distinguish anxiety from excitement. There’s only a fine line between the two, at least according to my body. In both cases I get really nervous, for no particular reason – at least, most of the time there is none – and I feel restless as hell. My hands and … Continue reading 16.10.2018

Waiting

I have this odd feeling, I feel like I am always waiting for something. Something, or someone, some feeling or some event. A time, a place, a person or maybe just some fantasy. I am forever waiting for some thing I don’t know anything about. And I wish I knew what I was waiting for, … Continue reading Waiting