Not Soon Enough

I have trouble with being patient, I have trouble with waiting And it’s the one thing about myself I’d like to change I wish to be not so impatient, to go along with whatever comes my way Maybe it’s just the fear that it’ll never arrive Once I’d let go of the desire, of the … Continue reading Not Soon Enough

Defining

You keep defining, deciding what labels suit you best What words do describe you, what excludes you from the rest All these words and constructions, these terms and definitions, propositions for admission Becoming an addiction, to put ourselves in a box, made and framed, constructed by our words, derived from our thoughts It’s a state, … Continue reading Defining

16.10.2018

It’s funny how my body can’t distinguish anxiety from excitement. There’s only a fine line between the two, at least according to my body. In both cases I get really nervous, for no particular reason – at least, most of the time there is none – and I feel restless as hell. My hands and … Continue reading 16.10.2018

Remembering Memories

Yesterday I couldn’t sleep. I laid in bed with my eyes closed and my body covered with blankets. I wasn’t really tired, but I wasn’t wide awake either. I was restless instead. Tossing and turning, praying for sleep to come and get me. But he didn’t. Instead he let me drown, into a dark, deep … Continue reading Remembering Memories