Anxiety

It’s been a long time since we last spoke I was doing wonderful, I could escape almost all of my demons and ghosts For a while at least, because now we meet again It’s been months, after painful years that killed me All those knives and swords that did wound me Oh God, can’t you … Continue reading Anxiety

Privilege

What a privilege it is To have my heart broken by you It caused you to be the protagonist In oh so many songs that I wrote You’re the core of so many poems How lucky my heart is to have fallen into a million pieces By such a beautiful destructor Your words broke my … Continue reading Privilege

Not Soon Enough

I have trouble with being patient, I have trouble with waiting And it’s the one thing about myself I’d like to change I wish to be not so impatient, to go along with whatever comes my way Maybe it’s just the fear that it’ll never arrive Once I’d let go of the desire, of the … Continue reading Not Soon Enough

Find A Way

She says she is not insecure, but yet you don’t see her a day without make-up She says she doesn’t need somebody to love, but loneliness hits her as soon as she wakes up She tells everyone how happy she is and she even starts to believe it herself She has got everything she needs, … Continue reading Find A Way

Observing

And in that moment I remembered, I did recall what brought me here in the first place It was the feeling of truly being alive, it was the feeling that hit me when I was staring at the million rainbow coloured city lights It was the amount of people, all so different and unique, creating … Continue reading Observing

Patience

Little stars, great universe, please send me the courage to be brave I promise I’m going to make it worthwhile, I promise to keep faith I can’t do it by myself right now, I feel my confidence is running away I need a little hand, not asking for much, I just want to be ready … Continue reading Patience

Too. Much.

I know I can be too much I love too much, I think too much, I want too much It’s just that I don’t know how to feel less Because feeling too much is all I’ve ever known It’s in my blood, my nerves, my bones, my brains, my soul It’s my oxygen, my fuel, … Continue reading Too. Much.

Rather With You

I’d rather drown in the tears you brought to my eyes I’d rather sink in your deep blue eyes I swear that I’d rather stay in the past, if that’s okay If the future was not reserved for us, for our love I know I should be moving on But I still sing about you … Continue reading Rather With You