Proud

Sometimes I forget to be proud of myself. I’ve been so hard on myself ever since the day I was born. Always striving for perfection, feeling guilty when resting & feeling like I’ve never done enough, like I never tried hard enough. But God, how hard I tried, how hard I try, every day​ again. … Continue reading Proud

Never Fade

I don’t think pain fades. I know memories fade, but can also be brought back easily by a reminder through the senses. But once love fades, was it even love in the first place? I don’t know, maybe? I knew that it was love, because no matter how hurt I was, I never stopped loving. … Continue reading Never Fade

Little Faith

From now on, I’ll try to trust the process I’m determined to go with the flow Accept whatever is coming my way Because​ it seems to be the only way I’m ready to surrender, to fully commit myself To a purpose which is still not clear to me A little unknown, a little out of … Continue reading Little Faith

These Days

Freedom is amazing, liberating and all I want But freedom is limiting, in a sense, causes me a heavy heart Although, ‘limiting’ might not be the right word Perhaps, freedom is just ‘scary’, in a way I’m full of responsibility and surrounded by so many possibilities I can’t blame no one else, I can’t blame … Continue reading These Days

City Sadness

As I’m wandering the foreign streets, I can’t help but wonder The lives of all those strangers cross mine for a split second What are they doing here? What is their purpose? Is it just money or family, love or are they chasing their dreams? I’m not quite sure if it’s alright to say that … Continue reading City Sadness

Intuition

I have no idea where my intuition is taking me, I have no clue what path I am on and if I’m right to follow. I feel like I’m following the colours of the rainbow, chasing the stripes, expecting to find a bowl filled with gold, that might be an illusion after all. What if … Continue reading Intuition